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Plastic Flowers - Concert Premiere

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1.
I cried until I could no longer See my eyes in the mirror. I tore in small pieces the letters That once I kept with my secrets. I cried because I tore apart The flowers I had by the window. There's red all over my face. There's red all over my body. There's red when I close up my eyes. It's painting my body like roses. In flashes of light I am fading In glimpses of darkness I’m falling. The pain will soon cure all the sorrows My dream starts tasting like tears My body is covered with flowers The colors are bright in the corners. You gave me plastic flowers You said that plastic flowers last forever But I won’t be your plastic flower anymore. You took me to the tower. Even my glass desires seem to break down. Lonely hours, broken hearted, Wasting time takes forever. You bought me plastic flowers You said that plastic flowers last forever But I won’t be your plastic flower anymore.
2.
Dad used to make up songs for me: Da da dum di dum Da da dum di dum Da da dum di dum Da. Pequeñita, ¿Dónde estamos? ¿Dónde vamos? Pequeñita? ¿Dónde hemos de pensar que la vida nos sería siempre hermosa, siempre rica, siempre maravillosa? Pequetita? ¿A dónde vamos sin tristezas, sin maldad, con ternura, con coraje? A dónde vamos, Pequeñita? Pequeñita .. And then daddy left me, The phone was ringing in the night. Papito died in a car crash. He was just a face in a box. Mother was crying in a corner.
3.
My first love was a boy And he came to me with flowers He held on to my hand All the way up to my door. He took me to the fair And we rode the roller coaster And he gave me a teddy bear. “...baby let me be, your loving teddy bear, put a chain around my neck and lead me anywhere…” He talked about himself And he called me his princess. He told me of his life and how good a man he was. I felt so special, beautiful, so fancy, So special. I had this dream of love I felt your body So hot I needed finding What's love? Yet it never felt so lonely As when you got yourself going Like I was not there Like you did not care And I cried into the pillows For the moment was so fast. And he was gone.
4.
The second one I met when I was old enough to drink He took me to a bar, where he showed off all he could. We danced into the night Choosing songs from the old jukebox. Yes, he had the smell of liquor Yes, his hands were large and strong. Yet he asked me of my past And he looked into my secrets… He would take his time Trying out the food that we ate Trying out the food that I made. Yet I keep thinking about things that I don't remember Thinking about moments that I lost… He would ride me like a horse, And I almost saw the stars. Yet I wanted him to stay, But it did not take too long, One day I woke up And he was gone.
5.
My third love was a woman And we met outside the church We would talk for days on end And she told me of her feelings We kissed inside her room We could spend the day in bed We would hide under the sheets And forget the world outside I felt… I felt how my body could expand… You taught me the Song of Songs You were my priestess You were my love. You were my only one. You were my lust. “I rose open for my lover, in my hands flowing myrrh, my fingers smelling sweet myrrh, on the handles of the lock.” Your hands all over me, My fingers dripped with myrrh… “Your kiss so sweet Your sweat so sour Sometimes I'm thinking that I love you But I know it's only lust” Yet she held to me just like fire, And I almost could not breathe It was good but it was too much. It was gold, but was it my gold? It was life, but was it my life? I was afraid. I had to go.
6.
Then I met you in the Summer Like someone who comes from nothing You never gave me fancy gifts Nor did you ask many questions You just took me by the hand And led me to the bed You just seemed so undeniable That I thought it was love at last... So I thought it was love at last... And I put on a wedding dress Oh, my pretty wedding dress… And in the church I did say yes. I keep thinking about the moment when I first saw you You were so handsome You were so tall You were like a tower And I was so small I keep thinking about the past, Thinking about the future. Thinking about my mother. Thinking about my father. Thinking about you, Holding my hand at the movies Touching my thighs in the dark room, Thinking about the taste of your kiss... Oh, how I felt I looked so pretty In my white dress… Oh, my pretty wedding dress… Oh, my silly wedding dress… And I spilled wine on my dress But you did not seem to mind that.
7.
Yet you left me all alone In a house away from everyone Just the highway and the halls I could go out shopping I could see the newest mall But I never had a child, And you only come home to sleep, If at all. You leave me waiting. And I keep waiting And waiting Always when you're not here, I am waiting, Even when you are here, You are never really here at all. I see signs of time in the mirror, I see signs of love that have gone And I never get and answer Why does the clock tick so loud?
8.
So... I went to the mall to get more. I bought all the gifts from the store I got all the goods from the ad I was left just waiting for more. Cause I have plastic cards, I have credit. And I can bring more Plastic to the house I filled my plastic home with plastic people Plastic toys for the children that I don’t have Plastic toys from the sex shop Plastic chairs where I can kiss my ass. And eat the plastic food that's frozen, What should I taste today? I have plastic bottles full of soda I have plastic dreams that bring me nothing I am just a party doll that's wearing make up Showing my plastic face to your plastic friends Serving you pleasure, like a blow-up doll. Let’s party! Throwing the plastic plates on the floor Eating the plastic food from the drawers Scratching the plastic nails that I put on There's a plastic sign at the door But I don't want to live here anymore. Oh... I went to the mall to get more. I bought all the gifts from the store I got all the goods from the ad I was left just waiting for more.
9.
I am lost to the world. No one cares if I live or die. Daddy, They'll be sending me to you in a box. I could cut my arm and wrist. Cause I don't know If there's blood there Or if it’s just pain Or if it’s just air If there was ever anything there at all Keeping me up Maybe it was just air that was holding me tight Maybe it was just air all that I had on my insides. And I almost thought that I would explode! Like a plastic balloon That flies so wild And hits with a sound at the wall Zuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuu... Like a plastic balloon that's No longer Any good For anyone Good for no one. No one No one looks at me No one sees me I’ll just fade away Into the background. Daddy, They'll be sending me to you in a box. Maybe I’m just not there But I could run away To a new life. Dum di dum di da Dum di dum di da
10.
And then… I cried until I could no longer See my eyes in the mirror. I tore in small pieces the letters That once I kept with my secrets. I cried because I tore apart The flowers I had by the window. There's red all over my face. There's red all over my body. There's red when I close up my eyes. It's painting my body like roses. My body is covered with flowers The colors are bright in the corners. You gave me plastic flowers You said that plastic flowers last forever but I am not your plastic flower anymore. You took me to the tower. Even my glass desires seem to break down. Lonely hours, broken hearted, Wasting time takes forever. You bought me plastic flowers You said that plastic flowers last forever But I won’t be your plastic flower anymore. The thorns are deep in my skin. But I can still fit on my red dress. I can still get on my high heels I can put on my red lipstick. I guess I can still make a mess. I see flowers. Flowers. But Plastic Flowers never die.

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Plastic Flowers is opera meeting pop art.
A psychological drama about a woman lost in Suburbia,having a nervous break down and going over her life.

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released January 6, 2013

Abby Powell: Penelope
Han Cen: Piano
Luigi Porto: Live Electronics

World Premiere Recording

music and libretto: Joao MacDowell

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João MacDowell: "a new thinker in the genre", has a career that spans from punk to opera. Currently serves as resident composer and artistic director of the International Brazilian Opera Company - IBOC in NYC.

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